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[07 Jan 2006|06:59pm] i miss livejournal. 2 sheep| mooed

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[08 Oct 2005|10:45am] right now, while its raining, i am more happy than i can ever remember being. 1 sheep| mooed

[11 Sep 2005|08:03pm] this is a dedication to all those who died four years ago. you're in a better place and we miss you and love you. you made us a better and stronger country, and even all of you whom we have never met have impacted our lives greatly. we miss you more than you can ever know, and we wish you could be here with us...even if just for a moment. your families miss you, and they are so proud of you for helping us. we are fighting a war. a war started when those planes crashed. we are killing the people that hurt you, and we only wish to make the world a better place for your families and those left behind to live in. we love you more than life itself, and we miss you so much. love, america 2 sheep| mooed

[10 Sep 2005|06:37pm] mua ha ha 1 sheep| mooed

[08 Sep 2005|06:02pm] you just couldn't bring yourself to be happy for me, could you? it's nice to finally know your true feelings. I only wish you could have been supportive and not put down everything I enjoy. 6 sheep| mooed

[06 Sep 2005|06:49pm] i never thought i'd say this and actually mean it, but i miss you. i miss you so far. 2 sheep| mooed

[03 Sep 2005|12:05pm] this is a poem that i found when i was cleaning my room. i can't even remember which boy i wrote it about. i changed the last four lines today though. they're better than they were. Eyes will open, Eyes will close, Children get older, The flower still grows. My heart may be broken, But it will again heal. Although now I am numb, I will eventually feel. The world continues turning, Night turns into day, The sky has not fallen, In the clouds it will stay. When nothing else matters, I will awake in the morn, My life will go on, A baby will be born. I may not want to, But I'll find someone new, I'll find somone nicer, Smarter, cuter than you. It'll take time to happen, But I will let go. I won't miss you that much, I just want you to know, I feel sick to my stomach, I only want to cry, But after time passes, I'll be glad I didn't die. I've done this before, It's no stranger to me, Emotion is hurtful, But emotion is key. I won't think of you, Like I crave you now, My life is not over, To you, I won't bow. I refuse to give in, Go through life as a toy, My life is worth living, You were just some boy. The pain is still present, But I'm living my life, I removed it from my heart, I threw away your knife. My smiles aren't genuine, But they will be soon, My heart hasn't mended, But it's still before noon. My cheeks remain moist, The tears have not passed, You were my first, But you won't be my last. i miss you, mike. 2 sheep| mooed

Dear Diary, [01 Sep 2005|08:07pm] [ mood | apathetic ] My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab my heart because I love you” and “Rip apart my soul” and of course “Stabby rip stab stab” And It doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either...like that guy from that band can do...some days you know...My life is just a black abyss... ya know..it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way. My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m lesbo just because they saw me kiss a girl...well, a couple girls...but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two...or 4 chicks make out with each other without being lesbians? I mean, guys dig that kinda thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me...you’re my best friend. 1 sheep| mooed

[27 Aug 2005|04:01pm] grow up, kiddo. you're not the only one in love. 2 sheep| mooed

[23 Aug 2005|04:05pm] it's nice to know that you're not embarrassed to talk to me. not. mooed

[18 Aug 2005|12:46pm] i wish i were rosario dawson. 4 sheep| mooed

Photobucket [17 Aug 2005|12:12am] This is a test post from Photobucket.com 2 sheep| mooed

[11 Aug 2005|01:02pm] yeah, i'm pretty sure that i hate you. 5 sheep| mooed

[27 Jun 2005|10:16pm] happy birthday 2 sheep| mooed

[19 Jun 2005|05:54pm] i need to find a cheap place to get my hair done on a short notice. cut and highlighted. my hairdresser wont return my calls and i need to get it done on tuesday. what to do? 3 sheep| mooed

[11 Jun 2005|01:26pm] friends only comment to be added for real this time 8 sheep| mooed

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